What if?

What if ya never dreamed?
Like others do.
Saw through, 
shit tinted glasses.
Did not know bout,
happily,
ever.
Gainful,
aspirational,
opportunities.
Or how to apply,
first aid,
to a scratched soul record.

What if ya couldn't find,
a collection of words,
to guide others,
towards,
or away,
from the shadow that would rape its own spirit.

What if ya felt like, 
no one could ever love this?
Broken,
fucked,
twisted,
wreck.


What if?